Sept 23, 2012

I think it's time to share the real reason why I have almost stopped blogging. I can blame it on the busyness of life or many other factors but I know the real reason. And when I say it, it will probably make a few people upset and that is not my intention. This blog started as a way to communicate my battle with cancer with people I knew. Then it morphed into a way of getting my thoughts and beliefs out there in a very non threatening  manner . But the reason I stopped was because i was afraid my blog was turning into a news feed in Facebook. Now I don't have Facebook but I made the mistake of creepin June's. And I was shocked. I could not believe how many people post such weird and obscure things on there. I was hooked and read page after page getting more and more disgusted  the more I read. But I realized that I was reading it so obviously it meant something .  Anyways this isn't a rant but I didn't want people to read my blog and say. Who cares. Which was what I did when I read the news feed.  Anyways. I have come to terms of it and I am still not on Facebook but I want to keep blogging because I want this to be a record of my life after cancer and I don't want to forget. So you won't find me checking into my basement or into my bathroom or the garage. Wait I guess I just disliked Facebook. Haha. Anyways. This week was Rhys first soccer practice. And she loved it.she was so cute in her little cleats and shin guards and uniform. I cannot wait to be will ferrell in kicking and screaming on the sideline as the proud yet overbearing father.  I am also taking a leadership course at my church and it is teaching me that in order to be a good leader- you  first must be a good follower. I have an amazing staff at work and I learn from them all the time. I am now trying to learn to follow them too.  Servant leadership.  We also moved into our new place...moving not fun but our new place is pretty sweet.  NOw to find time to enjoy.  To of my cousins getting married next year and i am going to take a road trip with my dad and brother in a few weeks.  Family first.  always.

Gil