Day 17

Well, I lasted as long as I could but I finally shaved my head yesterday.  The hair was coming out in handfuls, it was annoying so my sister buzzed me while Rhys watched.  She now rubs my head and says, "dada's head fuzzy".  Well, I don't look quite as bad as I thought I would, a little eggheaded, a few dents.  Basically, Gord Yip, Justin Cho and I could be triplets.  Ah dreams do come true.

Tomorrow or I guess later today is my first appointment with my oncologist since the chemo began.  I really don't know what to expect from the checkup.  I know I will have blood work done but there won't be a scan until after the chemo is over.  Dr. Murray has called a few times to see how I was doing.   A nurse told me the other day that although there are no guarantees, how you react to the first cycle is generally a good indicator of the later rounds.  I feel good, I feel strong.  I'm ready for round 2.

I sit here and of course wonder if the treatment is working.  Is the chemo killing the cancer?  They tell me that feeling good or feeling bad during chemo is not an indicator of whether the treatment is working or not working.  Nevertheless, the perspectives I have gained even in the last 3 weeks has truly been life changing.  I am blessed to be around the family and friends that love and care for me.  My prayer is that the peace that I have in my heart, is also the peace that is in yours.  If I am not worried, I hope you aren't too.

Funny fact- Lance Armstrong's chief oncologist was also named Dr. Murray, no relation to my Dr. Murray( I don't think, I will ask tomorrow)

My favorite verse in the bible:

Proverbs 3:5-6

"Trust in the LORD with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He shall direct your paths." 

peace out, Shaolin Monk Gil

yes, there will be pics to follow maybe tomorrow